Okay Now
So Let's Get Real

This woman was the most vibrant, stunningly beautiful, talented, creative and deeply sensitive girl I have known to date. Perhaps that's why it hurts so much to let go.

I sincerely want her to be happy in her life and if this man can give it her, then so be it. When you TRULY love someone, sometimes just letting go and letting them find their bliss is the greatest gift you can give them.

I am grateful for the 2 years and almost 4 months she gave to me. Honestly, I thought at best, she'd only stay for six months or so.

When you truly admire and adore being around someone as much as I did her, you wonder if you will ever find someone like that again. I have to believe somewhere in my soul, I may.

Isn't it odd, that 8 hours of action by one person can entirely change the course of EVERYTHING. That pebble in the pool REALLY does have an inpact.

Oh who am I kidding? Right now she and her "boyfriend" can both bite my ass.

Signing Off,

The Hopeful Angry Lesbian
10/30/05