My Online Pharmacy
F'd Up My Meds

K. So last week I described the effect that the antidepressants were having on me and I felt like I was WAY BACK inside my head and looking out at people from under my brow. Well, last Saturday, I was talking to one of my friends, a virtual expert in the antidepressant category. She said, "Read me the code on your pills." So, I did and we looked them up on the net.

"Uh, those are each 150mgs. I don't think you should be taking two of those a day when you're first starting this type of a medication."

Well Holy Overdose! I dropped down to one that Sunday and then called my Doctor's office Monday from work. My chart clearly said that I should be taking only ONE pill per day for 7 days and then I was to ratchet upwards from there. I am SO FRIGGING pissed off at this online Pharmacy, I could scream. Oh yeah, I'll be filing a formal complaint against them. My firing neurons, lack of concentration, and overall feeling SHITTY was due to them DOUBLING what I should have been taking. Dammit! Why don't I have a lawyer in the family? Oh, I do, but she's an ASSHOLE and I don't speak to her.

On another note, we took my mom to her Mother's Day lunch today...yes a day early to avoid the crowds. My sister looks at me and says, "I like your purse."

I pushed it across the table and as she was touching it, I said, "The Ex gave it to me".

She snatched her hand off the thing like the purse was on FIRE!!!

"Never mind!" she said.

"It has MY energy on it now. It's okay." Still she was not convinced. I still marvel at how protective my immediate family can be and has been for the last six months or so. Sometimes, I think THEY are even more pissed off than I am about this awful breakup. Gotta love 'em. Glad I have 'em.

Signing Off,

The Burning Purse Angry Lesbian
05/13/06