Bye Bye Lobsto

When the Price is Too High

She had one week to come back in through the Window. I watched it slowly closing and gave her one more chance to explain the bad behavior. (Lying, cheating, deception)

To her house I went to clear my things away. I grabbed the L Word DVDs, my remaining clothes - even the vibrator. After all, she won't be needing it now. The amp, hum, should I grab the amp? No, I'll leave it. But wait, I know she's going to fuck up tonight, so I should take it.

On the way home, I get the text pages...we need to reschedule. I call and she's up North of town with her new boyfriend. She's too tired to meet with me to discuss this whole fiasco but she's pumped enough to be with him. New sex will do that for you.


To the computer I go to wrap up some financial things between us. I'm very sad but strangely euphoric knowing that the pain will soon be over. She made the decision for both of us by blowing me off tonight. I am NEVER second. Not once. As I take my power back, I know I will finally sleep tonight for the first time in 5 days and it feels GOOD.

Signing Off,
Free and at peace,
The Angry Lesbian
10/27/05