Hammered

Well once again, I sit here alone getting hammered because I do not know what else to do. My nephew turned 21 tonight and is in Shreveport gaming and hopefully having the time of his life. Text paged him and told him I was knocking a couple back in his honor. He told me to "not do anything he would not.... which doesn't narrow it down too much." He's so much like me that it scares me sometimes. Even my brother (his dad) recognized this early on.

This kid is absolutely gorgeous and a player for sure. (Guess that makes us somewhat NOT alike.) I can catch them but I cannot seem to keep them. I think he could KEEP any gorgeous girl her wants. He's just so beautiful inside and out. I truly wish I was with them tonight just partying and forgetting about her.

My Smeet Pea....as I used to call her....is gone. I am hoping someone out there will find value in me and KEEP me as their own. I really do not know what else to say except....

BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK BOINK

Hey, nephew....I hope you find someone to BOINK tonight on your 21st birthday!!!

The Lonely Angry Lesbian

12/03/05