I'm Back

I Think I May Be Here Again

Meds weren't needed today until 2:30 p.m. That's when I got a little shaken up thinking about her. But last night, I did something really positive. I articulated on a web profile what I REALLY want in my next relationship...if there ever is one.

Sunday, I cleaned out some remaining stuff from my closet and delivered it tonight while she was still at work. Reminders ....going away day by day.

Still, I love the girl and I understand where she's at. She's much younger than me and has much more "exploration" out there that she needs to do. Counter that with the fact that she says she's truly "in love" with this guy.

Well, I guess that makes him a lucky man. I hope it works out for both of them. Me, I'm ready to move on and get that girl I described in my profile "wants".

Is she out there? We shall see.

Signing Off,

The Hopeful Angry Lesbian
12/05/05